I was born without a father,
I didn’t even know what he looked like,
Not a picture, not image, just stories…
And this is why…my life…my childhood…my story…
You didn’t want me,
And I was your fifth child,
I can’t believe how cruel you were,
I was just an innocent child.
You told mom to get an abortion,
But she didn’t want to,
Cause I was her baby,
But I don’t understand why you didn’t want me,
Or did you? Maybe…
You threw my mother outside,
And left her to fend for herself,
You didn’t have a soul,
Cause you had too much pride in yourself.
My mom came back, grabbed us and go,
You weren’t there,
Out drinking and finding hoes,
You never cared and you thought my mom wouldn’t dare,
Well, I’m sorry, that is how life goes.
We Were Just Friends...We Were Just Friends…
I met this guy not so long ago,
He makes me laugh,
As well as cry,
Those were good times,
Until I said goodbye.
In the morning,
You ran up to me, with a grin upon your face,
“What is it?” I asked,
Oh so wrong of me to,
“I’m in love” you replied,
And my heart just died.
When I see you walking in the hallway,
I would just turn away,
It breaks my heart just to think,
How my life has turned this way.
I Died Last NightI Died Last Night
I wanna die tonight,
Finally, I shall disappear,
On this Earth,
In this planet,
In this world.
I don’t know whether it should be happiness,
But what I do know is,
It’s relief from all the pain gathered up inside of me,
Tonight is the night,
Where everything will take one last turn.
I held the gun towards my head,
Looking around my surroundings once more,
Letting everything sink in,
I pulled the trigger,
And my blood splattered across the floor.
Finally I was free,
Free from the pain,
Free from the sadness,
Free from life,
I died last night…